I'm Tired

I'm so tired of this. I'm so tired of being obsessed with my weight and height and my calories consumed. This sort of behavior kills people, ruins their lives. I wish I could just stop it. But I can't. It doesn't really matter, does it, because I'm still "normal" weight. In fact, I'm verging on overweight still, whether I am 5'5" or 5'4". So It doesn't matter what I eat- or don't eat, for that matter. None of it matters. I could starve myself and constantly check my reflection and think of my calories all the time and it wouldn't matter because I'm "normal" and "healthy" weight. Boo.