I'm so fat. The binge that I've been bracing for finally happened. :(
I feel like I'm going right back to where I started and I'm just going to binge myself into oblivion...even though I ate maybe 1600 calories, which isn't that awful. I mean, come on. I used to eat that much in a normal day. But that's just the problem...it's NORMAL. I don't want to be normal. Not any more.
Tomorrow is a new day. New start. I'm taking a laxative tonight and I'm restricting severely tomorrow. Wish me luck.


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