Saturday, November 27, 2010

Well, I'm 156 lbs. :( Ugh. 6 lbs...gross...
I'm going to restrict again for a couple of weeks to lose weight. Let's hope it works.

Wednesday, November 17, 2010

Haven't been on in a while, but I thought I'd drop a line.
I haven't been able to lose any weight, getting sort of frustrated. But I HAVE been eating a bit too much ice cream so....I guess I just have to eat stricter to lose a few lbs.
Things are getting sort of crazy. Galen and I got in a fight the other day, and we almost broke up...emphasis on almost. But he's still too far away from me, and I don't get to see him. Ever. Fuck.
There's a girl I'm interested in too. Her name is bailey, and she's very fun. And I want to have fun. But I don't want to hurt her, because I don't really want a relationship....I just want somebody to hang out with, make out with, cuddle with...I guess a friends-with-benefits relationship. :P I somehow don't think Galen will agree with this. Bailey is friends with my friends who are friends with Galen will certainly find out from somebody if Bailey doesn't keep her mouth shut. Ahh...well....

Monday, November 08, 2010

South Beach Diet and 153 lbs.

153 lbs. Bleh. That's alright since the other day I was 155 I guess 153 is good. I've officially started Phase 1 of the south beach diet, and I'm already glad that I signed up for it online. I already feel grateful for the support that the website gives, even though I haven't even been on the diet for one day. I can't wait to see the weight loss...hopefully, with a little bit of structure and support, the weight will come off this time around!
Also, I've started taking a fat burning supplement- it's just caffiene and ephedra, so it doesn't seem that awful.

Sunday, November 07, 2010

SIGGGGGHHHH! Well, ladies. I've been eating 2,000 calories a day and exercising. You know, being normal. It's okay...I gained a  few lbs., unfortunately, and now I'm 155 lbs! Dammit! BUT it's okay, because this has happened before and I always lost it. I'm really good at maintaining my weight.
Well, I decided to join the South Beach Diet. I keep thinking that I should just go back to fasting, but...I have to resist that urge because I know it isn't healthy. That could lead me down a very, very bad path. Check out my South Beach Diet Profile at