I know, it's been almost a year since I last posted...and so many things have happened. I started eating normally, I realized I was gay, and I was admitted to a mental health hospital nearby. I've started going out a Lot with friends and partying...and I'm actually starting college in a month! It's been a lot of up and downs. Part of me has missed this blog, and another part of me hasn't missed it at all. I've been happy...but honestly, I can feel the past creeping back on. I don't know. I don't want it to happen, but I can't help if it does. This is the only safe place I can talk about it...we'll see how life goes for me.