Tuesday, November 17, 2009

I've been maintaining a weight of 156 lbs. I really wanted to be 150 by my birthday, but, alas, I fell into a cycle of binging. Look on the bright side, though; at least I didn't gain any weight. I'd really like to be at least 154 lbs. by my birthday, but I won't make myself too upset about it.
I can't let myself "splurge" any more. I can't eat anything as a reward any more; I've realized that leads to binging. (Soon enough, huh?) I mean, I think I'll have a cookie or two every now and then, but I'm not going to eat the whole box. I'm going to try.
I need to be stricter with my eating.

Sunday, November 01, 2009

UGGGH. The weekend binge happened again! But this time it was Halloween, so that meant a lot of candy. FML. I'm getting sort of tired of these binging and fasting thing. It's sort of annoying. I think I'm going to skip the fasting thing because I can't keep doing this. I can't keep justifying my binges by fasting; and anyway, it's really unhealthy.