I've been maintaining a weight of 156 lbs. I really wanted to be 150 by my birthday, but, alas, I fell into a cycle of binging. Look on the bright side, though; at least I didn't gain any weight. I'd really like to be at least 154 lbs. by my birthday, but I won't make myself too upset about it.
I can't let myself "splurge" any more. I can't eat anything as a reward any more; I've realized that leads to binging. (Soon enough, huh?) I mean, I think I'll have a cookie or two every now and then, but I'm not going to eat the whole box. I'm going to try.
I need to be stricter with my eating.