Ugh, I've been eating soo much this weekend! Ugh...hanging out with friends, you know? And it's impossible to stop until the next day! God dammit...
I need to stop this. Ever since I made it to 156, I've been binging because I've been telling myself "Well, you've binged before and you still lost weight!" But before, when I binged, I wasn't binging for a week! I really have to stop telling myself that. I can't binge and lose weight at the same time. I can't beat myself up if I have the occasional binge, but I can't do it all the fucking time. And I can't binge on the weekends. And I can't binge on holidays because "It's the holidays!!" No. No bien!