In response to Ariana- yes, it is like a laxative thing, but it's natural herbs and it doesn't totally screw your body over.
In unrelated news, my mom did let me go to the park after all- I hiked for approximately 1 hour and 20 minutes. It was really nice. I ended yesterday at 1500 calories :( but that's better than a full blown binge. Today, however, I feel like a pig already. I've had two bowls of cereal. TWO! That's like, 340 calories. Ugh...I'm hoping that I can eat a 100 calorie lunch and a 200 calorie dinner, so that maybe I can at least keep my cals below 700 today.
I didn't weigh myself this morning, because I just couldn't bring myself to do it, so I'll have to weigh myself tomorrow. Adios!