Okay, let me tell you really what's up.
I just went out with my friend, but I still feel lonely. It's pissing me off big time. I just feel so ashamed that I spend most of my time alone, watching television. What's so bad about me that nobody wants to hang out with me, or even talk to me? What's wrong with me? I don't know. I don't know when or if things are going to get better.